One of them implies me moving to Madrid. But it isn't really an excellent job offer, not yet at least. I have to go through a two week intensive training and then they tell me if I'm hired or not.
The other job offer implies me staying in Barcelona and working night shifts with drug addicts and alcoholics. This job offer is more related to my career and it would look good on my CV. BUT from an older job offer from this company they only offered 60 euros the night, so 4 euros the hour. Just by reading this I think I've decided, MADRID here I go.
As you can see, they aren't excellent job offers.
But nothing but life is already excellent in my life.
LOL
Then, there's this guys who "is in love with me" but can literally spend two days without calling me when he's away. We only started dating like a week ago, although since December we kind of had an internet relationship which got more exciting a month and a half ago.
Do I even want to be with someone that doesn't need me?
Isn't that what we really should want anyways?
Am I being ego centric?
Am I closing all my other open-love stories just for someone that's older than me and not even in love with me?
So I'm freaking out and drunk.
I feel so vain right now.
